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Melody by xFllnXStrx, literature

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Melody

Close your eyes, Take a breath, Sit back, And relax. Feel the world around you, Let it all fade to black. Just sit and listen to the music, Just sit and let your mind relax… We all need just a moment, To be ours in every day, Or we lose ourselves in the details, And feel we’ve lost our way. So find the song that makes you smile, That allows you to escape, And turn it up, Drowning out, Whatever you can’t forget… And find that place, so far away, (Without ever taking a step) Where your mind is free Then forget it all, And just relax. Lose yourself in the melody…

My Everything... by xFllnXStrx, literature

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My Everything...

The sunshine in your life, The apple of your eye, All these things you say to me, Give more meaning to my life. You’ve changed my world forever, And I’m happy as can be, The changes are for the better You are happiness to me. To hold you in my arms, To feel your arms around me, Brings comfort and security And I am touched in every way. You have my heart and soul, I give them to you willingly, With no fear of pain or loss, I have fallen for you completely. I’ll be the sunshine in your life, The apple of your eye, Because you are my everything, And I am the luckiest girl alive.

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Memories will Linger by xFllnXStrx, literature

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Memories will Linger

Memories will linger, In a past so strong, You look back with fear, And try to forget it all. I look back with sweet memories, And remember the days I grew. I remember all those things that hurt, I will always remember you. But among the bad and bitter mistakes, The good memories shall remain. Every moment, every dream, Every rush, everything. Even with pain and heartbreak, I'm happy I'm not the same. I'm a stronger person now, I have a shield from the pain. Although those days are dead and gone, I'll reminisce all the same. And while you try to hide your past, I'll face the future, With a broken heart, And a stronger sp

Pressure Rising by xFllnXStrx, literature

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Pressure Rising

I feel this pressure, deep in my head, The temptations rising, Many things yet unsaid. If I could, I would scream, I just don't get a break, And the tension is building Only one little mistake, And I could go off, Never giving a damn, About what you've to say, Or what you may do. Just give me a moment, All to myself, Let me think Let me relax, Then I'll be fine, But until that moment.. Beware, stay away, This trigger could go off, Even today.

My Guardian Angel by xFllnXStrx, literature

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My Guardian Angel

You treat me like an angel, Like I fell from the sky, But I think you're the angel, And I'm glad you're in my life. When I'm down, you pick me up, When I'm flying, you're there beside me, And when I fall from the sky, You're the one to catch me. You've stuck with me through bad and good, My trust's in you, Your trust's in me. I love you more that you could know. Through it all, I've had you alone. I'm here for you, forever, Whenever you need me, just call, I'll be your guardian angel, 'Cause you've been mine for so long.

Release by xFllnXStrx, literature

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Release

When the pressures in my head, doesn't show on the outside, I keep it down and hidden, it's the world I hide. on the inside I'm broken, and problems lie ahead, the stress keeps on rising, 'cause of things I've never said, now, to you, I'll open up, and let it all come out, my pain and disappointment, everything that I've left out, it's something i need to do, finally let it out, release the pressure that's rising, then i can be happy, and let myself be me...

Truly, Simply, ME by xFllnXStrx, literature

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Truly, Simply, ME

Because of the trials and tribulations in my life, I am strong. I stand tall when I am hurt. I laugh when you obviously lie to me, with a nervous smile lying dead across your face. I'm shocked when I find you have lied to me, but I won't let a few tears ruin my fun. I remain tall when someone tries to break me down. That is why I am, who I am. People always try to break me: I say let them try. I can be broken, but only after all my layers of defense have fallen. My defense falls when trust has been fully achieved, and I trust that person with everything I am. By cheating and by lies I can be hurt, but I can never be shot to the ground. Even

Time Stands Still by xFllnXStrx, literature

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Time Stands Still

You never know when love will end One blissful night or daylights end. Who knows whatever truths shall come A changing moment of heart for some, But if you act upon the change, Will determine whether or not it’s a game. Now whether the change is bad or good, Depends on the love, and the pain withstood, If pain too harsh was given then, The relationships gone, the love is dead. Leave it that way, or let time pass, Then you’ll have more luck of getting it back.

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United States
Deviant for 20 years
She / Her

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Current Residence: So Cal / UC Davis
Favourite genre of music: lots.. but mostly rock
Personal Quote: I know myself well enough to do as I please without regard to what you think.

Favourite Visual Artist

Sorolla

Favourite Movies

The Boondock Saints, Everything is Illuminated, Beauty and the Beast, and way too many others!!!

Favourite Bands / Musical Artists

Flogging Molly, Juanes, El Canto del Loco, the Beatles...

Favourite Writers

Robin McKinley, Fyodor Dostoyevsky, Jane Austen

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experience.. there's nothing better.

Other Interests

..writing, reading, horseback riding...

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xFllnXStrx

Dec 16, 2010

hehe.. oops

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Soo.. it's been over a year since I updated anything here on DA... oops. The last year has been INSANE, so I have NO idea when I will ever get around to updating. I have a TON of pictures from Alaska, so maybe I will update with some of those when I find some time. As it is, I have stuff I should be working on right now... but I'm not. So, I'm going to go and get working on that huge paper I'm supposed to be writing, and I'll try to add some pics from Alaska in the next month or two. Not that anyone reads this anyway, but oh well. As always, Enjoy.

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Jun 24, 2009

My Happy Place

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Where is my happy place? My happy place can be anywhere and everywhere.. all I need is a set of headphones so that I can drown out the rest of the world.. what is essential however, is the perfect happy-place song. More often than not, my happy place can be found with this one song... Somewhere Over The Rainbow & What A Wonderful World by Israel Kamakawiwo'ole Yay for happy places. They get me through the hard times and are great even when things are going good. A happy place is a happy place, no matter how or when you find it or find yourself in it, a happy place is always a welcome thing. :)

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Apr 14, 2009

Spring Cleaning

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I am supposed to be studying right now... because I have an exam today... So naturally I decided to do some spring cleaning on my page! :) I deleted a bunch of deviations (lots of pictures and a few poems), so if anyone ever actually looks at this page (which I have my doubts about)and they see that something they liked disappeared than let me know and I'll see what I can do about getting it to you, but I can't promise I will repost it. hmm... what else? Oh yes, the flowers my boyfriend sent me have finally been thrown out due to the fact they were dead, but I did manage to get at least 100 photos taken of them before they wilted and star